Mother just told me that my cousin was married.
ARGH!!! Married!!!
2nd year at NUS and she is married?
This everyone getting married and starting to plan for marriage thing is starting to get to me.
First, earlier this year, some of my friends got engaged or registered or are starting to plan towards marriage by starting their joint account etc.
Then now my cousin 4 years my junior got married!!!!
Woah.....
Hold on.
Is there something wrong with me or is there something wrong with this world?
First it was everyone that was attached and all that,
and that did not seem to freak me out too fast.
Then ppl my age started to get married.
and NOW..
Warrow, my cousin 4 years my junior is married!
Is there something wrong with me such that I cant even seem to ever find myself in a proper relationship?
I used to think I was normal and they were mad to make such commitments so early in life.
Now i am begining to have doubts......

Hmm
got lots of things to say but i don think i can afford the time to write all i want to.
My ADSL modem and all that has yet to come and it is already almost one month and i am running on a pay as you surf which is rather expensive in my taste.

Anyways, went to freshers fair at UCL last thursday.
There was so many ppl and it was so crowded that I cousl hardly see anything or get anything done.
Managed to get a lolly pop from The TIMES though.
Whats a lolly pop you may ask, but this has a story to it one.
(BTW, LT, please stop gossiping about me behind my back to Ms G)

Anyways, after the fresher fair, i decided to go back to my old lab to look for ppl and to chat abit and ask for help with my new assignment. Decided to ask someone out for dinner coz i don want to eat alone at home.
Anyway, she was home by the time i texted her but she still agreed to come out and i was to to meet her at Leytonsone station. On the way there, i saw something that was so heartwarming.

Usually when you see kids in the tube, esp a kid brother and to toddler sister, the brother has a tendency to bully the little sister one. Not on this occasion though. He was playing with her and her Taz stuff toy, that was incedently chained via a carrebina to the pram and she was so often having a go at his face, pullling his ears and noes and trying to poke her eyes. he was just putting up with it and all.
After that she got bored of him and started trying to grab my bag strap with a SSC collar pin.
I stopped her from doing so coz i was afriad that she would hurt her hand and managed to dig up the lollypop that i had in my bag for her.

I gave her the lolly pop and her mother said that she was still too young to eat the thing by herself and I told her that she could share it with her brother. Here comes the good part. The brother then put a hand out to the sis to ask for the lolly and she gave it to him. Then he checked with his mum and proveed to peel off the plastic ( it was a chuppa chups) and he handed the whole lolly backt to the sister. They then proceeded to eat it in turns, with the sister holding the pop and him squatting in front of her pram. She was sucked it and then he would open his mouth and she would then put it in his mouth. He would then have a go at it and then the sis will pull it out and then have a go at it herself. They just kept on doing that for the rest of the journey and it was so adorable...

Well, i think this pair of sibilings will prob grow up into a really close pair and i wish then all the best. Don think i will get the chance to see them again but well, it was really sweet and brightened up my day the way they were sharing the lollypop......

Mood : Good
Reason : No School.
Cause : Greedy BASTURDS of RMT union
What they do: rejected a 3% pay rise and wants 5% at least.
How much they earn now : 30 000 to 35 000 pounds per year.
Why they want more: Plain greedy inbred retards.
Why they can cause so much trouble: They drive the trains. Without them, the tubes cannot run.
Why they dare to do it: The whole captial cant work. No one can get to work. They hole the city in ransom.
So how: Nothing can be done.
When they will do it again: Next tuesday if they don get their pay rise.
What can i do: Skip school again.
How i feel: they should be replaced with non trouble makers. sack them and find replacements.

Somebody

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She'll get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

Quoting Iqbal (indian muslim) on white teeht when he was trying to pick up Ms Butt-Jones (white, unknown relegion) and when giving her a coconut (peeled one).
'This is a coconut, a special fruit, brown and hairy on the inside, white and smooth on the inside.'

He managed to bed her with that pick up line....
This is more funny then goodness gracious me...
HA HA HA

EARTHQUAKE!!!!!!!!!!

I was watching TV at about 1 am last night. There was some old Yankee and Brit cop movie on BBC one and I was too worried to sleep cos I was about to start school the next morning.

Then, the bed and room started to shake. It was not that bad like one would imagine but it was still a huge shock to me. I was so worried that my old building was about to collapse, kana bombed or something like that. thinking of the towers that had collapsed in Malaysia some years ago. Well, I am after all living on the attic and the only thing that will fall on me is the crappy roof and that should injure me but not kill me. What would kill was to fall if the floor collapses.

Talking about it now, there are no words that can describe the terror. There was this sinking feeling and you did not know what was happening. Either my geography is really bad, or it is true that I do not remember at all England suffers from earthquakes. The idea of it as an earthquake did not cross my mind at all. I was still more worried about the dodgy old building collapsing under me or under someone seriously obese jumping about. Normally, for anyone that stayed in an old house in London, you will and should remember that for some weird reason, they like to make the floors here of wood. Only the four external walls of the house are made of brick. Any fat man jumping on the floor on one end of the building will shake the whole floor. My housemate and I used to try to jump together and freak the other couple living with me out. Considering that old house was built right after the second world war, and it was only 50 odd years old, and it could still feel so flimsy, what about this old hotel/lodge that was converted to an old age home and then converted to multiple studios on top of some hill. Any person not aware that England is somewhere near the tectonic plates, would surely assume that the house is collapsing. Little wonder I was so traumatised.

Okay, enough rubbish for now.
Crap too much. Blaming it on the aftershock.

In my new school now.
Feeling lost as ever.
Everyone else seems to know each other here, and I am the only lost sheep.
Thank goodness ppl here SEEMS friendly.

Just reaslied that many of the blogs that I read have ceased function.
So I am not the only one that is getting tired and losing inspiration in writing daily or at least on a frequent basis for my blog.
I don think I will give up on my blog as of yet.
There were 2 reasons why I started blogging,
Since then, one reason is already no longer valid,
And I am getting tired of writing, when hardly anyone comes in to take a peek, and i don have any intention to make it a public blog, I still don want it listed.
This is my blog and its for my friends to read about the things that i would otherwise tell them over the phone or in a letter.
May this blog live on in memory of my special friend....

Thought this was funny rhyme.
Was chatting to a friend online and it came up in the conversation.....

gal/guy* on left
gal/guy* on right,
gal/guy* in front
gal/guy* behind,
where is the gal/guy*,
that i want to find.....

* delete as appropirate...

The words you speak,
Revolves round my heart like a song,
Of falling so deeply in love,
Such that it causes such heartbreak,
Memories,
Tossing and turning within me,
Could everyone have once been,
As stupid as I have been.

Afraid to discuss it again,
It be too painful for both of us,
I can feel,
The presence of a third person,
I waited,
Until the smiles turned to tears,
Our love back then,
Seemed so much more real.

Too many questions,
How our love will progress,
Only to find out,
Love needs no fate,
All you need to do,
Is to fall for the wrong person........

Heartache is more realistic than romance,
Why is Love so ironic,
Countless times it has tormented me.
The sight of you makes my heart melt,
Why can't I stick to my resolution.

Loneliness is the norm,
Intimacy is just a dream,
Loving you defies all logic,
Is it because I am too selfish?
Rejecting the possibility of lonelier days,
I thought I could have seen our future,
Unless, this sort of 'perfection'
Is the real face of love?

I is still waiting for my gel to run and there are no one here left anymore. Been surfing the net and came across this. Think its quite funny, thought some ppl may take offence, but none is intended...

New Ghost Tours Upset Expats

The increasingly popular night-time tours of spooky sites such as cemeteries, execution sites and derelict colonial houses are upsetting some Caucasian expatriates.

Said British expat Mrs. Scarlett Hare, "At least once a week I'll get these ghost tour guides leading a bunch of people over to my house, pointing at me and saying, 'See? Inside that house got kwee, one. Ang mor kwee.' It's very vexing."


Mr. Redd Follicle, an American analyst with investment bank Moron Standley who is also Mrs. Hare's neighbour, agreed. "I was kinda taken aback when I recently stumbled upon an itinerary for these ghost tours. It listed the Cricket Club and the American Club as being two of Singapore's most haunted places, on account of the number of 'ang mor kwees' inhabiting them."

TalkingCock.com contacted the organizer of one of these spooky Singapore tours, Ee Yurr Singapore Pte Ltd, and managed to speak to their managing director, Mr. Chee Kan Gwei.

Said Mr. Chee, "Our tours really are just giving the public what they want. There is a real curiosity about expats and what they are doing in Singapore. Every week, I get calls asking me, 'Eh, these ang mor kwee, hor, come Singapore and cho si mi kwee, ha?' (meaning: 'These red haired devils, what the devil are they doing in Singapore?') So we go and show them, lor."

Mr. Chee also scoffed at any suggestion that he was being racist or ignoring the Prime Minister's call for Singaporeans to be more gracious and welcoming to foreign talent.

"Aiyah," said Mr. Chee. "These foreign talent come here and take our jobs, chiong our women, but we go and point-point at them a littur bit also cannot! I din'ch know white skin was so thin, one. Give and take, mah. Relac one corner, Joe! Some more, now economy kana sai, we all cannot go oversea, so our tour is the closest thing to a European tour for many Singaporeans."

In fact, Mr. Chee believes his tours help to foster greater understanding of Caucasians amongst Singaporeans.

"A lot of peepur berieve that all ang mor are same kind, one. But acherly, is not true," explained Mr. Chee. "For exampur, some ang more got yellow hair, got brown hair, got black hair. So just because they is call ang mor doesn't mean their mor is acherly ang, one."

"Some more, we also make sure we tell our tour participants that not all ang mor is kwee, one," Mr. Chee continued. "We also tell them, ang mor got many type. Got ang mor kao (red haired monkey), got ang mor sai (red haired shit), got ang mor tan (rambutan)."

Me feeling sad.
Too much troubles to bother with at the moment.
Things at work not going well,
Things at school not going well.
Feel so isolated and alone.
Wish I can find some inner peace and comfort.....
= (

If I could speak all the human and angelic tongues, but had no love, I would only be sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. If i had prophecy, knowing secret things and with all knids of knowledge, and had faith enought to remove mountains, but had no love, I would be nothing. If i gave everythign i had to the poor, even gave up my own body, but only to recieve praise, but not through love, it would be of no value to me.

Love is patient, love is kind, wihtout envy. It is not boastful nor agronant. It is not ill mannered nor does it seek its own interest. Love overcomes anger and forgets offences. It does not take delight in wrong, but rejoces in truth. Love excuses everything, belives all things hopes all things and endures all things.

bo liao but well, not too happy so need cheap entertainment like this to waste time away...
This is what some test says about me...

Jin, this is what the foods you eat say about you:
You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks - and you usually succeed.

You are always wilful and most of the time, you are a stubborn person. But you love to work and are quite honest, which makes you good to get along with as a friend or lover.

Never one to waste a spare minute, you are a dynamic and active person. You are optimistic and never worry about problems because you're sure a solution will arise when you need it to.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.

Well Done!!!
Thanks to all the Kaypoh gossip kings and queens.
Apparently you all know better than me what is going to happen to me.
Thanks lor
Anyhow spread and trying to get me into more trouble than i am already in issit?
Wing liao.
I got nothing to say anymore.
Very pissed off liao

Ah, erm, I think school is supposed to be starting on next week, but I still havent gotten anything from them, other than the rejection letter for my accomodation. Argh, should i be stressed that i don have a place there after all? Or should i assume that they are just like my last school, which sent the starting school pack to my home address on the other side of the planet one week before school start, such that i manage to get info on when and where to report for school about 4 days after it has started, and it was my mum that had to call me to tell me so.

kinda worried about it at the moment.

Money money, we all could do with a little more, esp now my school suddenly raised the dammed fees from 18000 to 22000 pounds.

Just saw lottery at 15 million pounds for this wed.

Will go and buy.

Pray for me that i win.

If i win, then those who send me their wish list will get what they want, within reason though.....

Watching Caligula and on ICQ at the moment. What sort of roman flim is it man. Its setting and all that is grand like ben hur and ten commandments but hell, its like a cat III movie....

Anyway, I think they must have made it using the set after the old proper shows were made.

Too bad lah, they refused to cable my place so i just have to watch the standard TV.

So sucky and they charge me 112 pounds....

Tsk Tsk

Someone told me that you have to be baptised before you can say that you are Chirstian. That was her impression and that was what ppl from her cell group told her. Somehow, that seems to be a very prevalent attitude by alot of people, but I dont agree with it.

Dont quote me here, coz I not exactly the best of christians. I hardly go to church, I hardly read my bible and I am not Baptised. There are even dry spells when i don even pray to God, unless disaster was looming in my face.

From my understanding, being a christian has something to do with baptism. Yes, being baptised is being reborn into the Kingdom of Christ. But not being baptised, to me, does not make you a non christian, as long as you believe in Christ. Baptism is an act of faith, to show yourself and to remind yourself that you are comitted to God and will strive to live in his image and to follow his laws.

To me, being a christian is not a religon at all, its is a relationship of love and faith between you and God. What makes christians seperate from belivers of other religeons is that we are free. That is the essence of christianity to me. Baptism itself is a symbolic act. But it is something physical. What is the use of something physical when you are not there in your heart.

Giving an analogy, a couple being together physically, as in meet after work school etc are there physically. They hold hands in public and everyone can see that they are together, but what is the use if one of them already have someone else in their heart and was looking for excuses to break up, but was just keeping the pretence up to make things easier for everyone. If you were in that relationship, and your significane other does not love you anymore, what is left of the relationship? Would there still by any point that you are togehter? Compare this to a couple that are not allowed to be together, either through parental objection, or being limited by physical distance between continents. They may not be together, but their love is still true to each other. They have no hand to hold, no shoulder to cry on when watching a sad movie, no one to hug to share the good and the bad news. They may talk to each other on the phone via ICC everyday, or they may only write letters to each other every now and then. BUT, But they know that they will always have each other on the other end. Which relationship would you rather be in?

To me, i rather be in the second one. I am relatively sure that most would like to be in a loving relationship than that of one that is more for display for the benefit of others to see. That is just like how I percieve my relationship with God is. I can choose to act in front of others and show to others that I love my God, or I can choose to heck what others think, and have a loving relationship with God. I choose the second. I know that it is not right that i do not go church at all, or that i don do my quiet time, and that i do not bother to go for baptism classes. If i followed all that, it would have been ideal. But thats just me. So since I dont do the christian things, am I not conisdered christian? I don think so leh. If you ask me, i will still tell you that i am christian. After all, the route to salvation has been clearly stated in John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that He gave his only Son, that whoever belives in him may not be lost, but may have eternal life.

Every different individual has different attitudes towards realtionships and no two relationships are identical. Some prefer being more expressive, some prefer PDA (public display of affection) and some hardly show anything at all in public, but what matters most, is the love that is shared between the two. Face up to it, take the leap of Faith, if you believe in Christ, do not be afraid to call yourself a christian in front of others.

Yesh, I am still alive after staying in Whitechapel the whole night and going to work straight from there. Playing safe but you never know. Anyway, here is something that my friend sent me and erm, some ppl may like to take a look at it if they are feeling bo liao. Me agree with quite a number of them but not all.

NUMBER 10!!!! thats is the most important!!!!!!
and erm, yeah. 98 as well.

Here it goes

99 Secrets Girls Have To Know About Guys

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on
the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they
truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and
spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to
accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump
to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really
like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a
favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guysâEUR(tm) weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up
being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give
advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been
together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love
and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could
even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then
realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her
romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls. 76. Guys don't
comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just
tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when
you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that
he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more
than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of
experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He
also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Got a good Qn, how come most of these Quizes are for females?
So hard to find stuff for guys.

Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Which Buffy Guy Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

At work, bo liao so surf net.

Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty

Changed the counter thing.
The previous one was stuck for so long at the same number, i think something is wrong with it.
I have recently removed this addy as my hompage.
Don think I would want others that I dont know to be reading my stuff.
This site was inspird by 2 individuals and lets just call them fish and chips,
and some of you who read this will know who they are, or at least one of them.
Anyways, it will be taken off so that I can still feel comfortable writing what is happening to me at the moment and then my friends can read about it, instead of some unknown person that surfed in.
Guess thats the best way for me to keep in touch with old old friends that I still miss, but don have the time to catch up with. I wont know what they are up to but at least you can know whats happening.
ya,
Feeling a little old at the moment,
thinking about the good times that i shared with all those wonderful ppl.
Yesh,
We are old already....
The days when boyzone was just coming up to fame with love me with a reason,
the days when we crammed for o levels to take that when they were still five and the german girl was still alive before she comitted suicide that take that became 4.
The days that robbie williams was not a prat.
Those were the days.

Changed the counter thing.
The previous one was stuck for so long at the same number, i think something is wrong with it.
I have recently removed this addy as my hompage.
Don think I would want others that I dont know to be reading my stuff.
This site was inspird by 2 individuals and lets just call them fish and chips,
and some of you who read this will know who they are, or at least one of them.
Anyways, it will be taken off so that I can still feel comfortable writing what is happening to me at the moment and then my friends can read about it, instead of some unknown person that surfed in.
Guess thats the best way for me to keep in touch with old old friends that I still miss, but don have the time to catch up with. I wont know what they are up to but at least you can know whats happening.
ya,
Feeling a little old at the moment,
thinking about the good times that i shared with all those wonderful ppl.
Yesh,
We are old already....
The days when boyzone was just coming up to fame with love me with a reason,
the days when we crammed for o levels to take that when they were still five and the german girl was still alive before she comitted suicide that take that became 4.
The days that robbie williams was not a prat.
Those were the days.

Ah, finally got internet back on my good ancient comp.
Quite pissed off at BT.
They promised me that I can get broadband so I decided to install a new phone line.
Then the day AFTER i installed my line, they call me up in the morning and tell me that they cannot do broadband for my line, apparently coz its too crap a line or something like that.
Thanks for suckering me to install your line.
Cheers BT.
Wasted my money.
Now have to use the pathetic old dialup that is costing me like crazy...Hiya....
Sian Sian Sian......