Thursday, February 27, 2003

Havent gotten time to blog in the past few days. Was either in school from 8 something to 7 something at night.

Only got one hour sleep between tuesday and wednesday because of some work cock up.... Stupid Geoff... All his stupid fault coz of his incredible incompentance.

Anyway, here is some test that i got from woof. Hmm hmm...
I shall not comment on this... Those who knows me well can decide for themselves if it is true or not......


H-type The Glass Marble type

You were a purely naive person who was scared to be hurt. This led you
to love a person from afar but the chance that you came together wasvery slim.You were a sociable person but oddly enough, you became the shy and quiet person in front of the person you liked. The painful event occurred the day your object of affection became another person's mate and moved to another far away place. You have to accept the fact that you will not see a relationship in the future if you don't start gaining some courage to make that crucial advance. You can start with taking subtle steps toward that person.


What type of person are you in love and marriage



This quiz will reveal what type of love you experience in life.

Try it for fun.

1) You have liked two people at the same time before.
A. Yes (Go to Q4) B. No (Go to Q2)

2)You prefer younger person rather than older than you.
A. Yes (Go to Q5) B. No (Go to Q3)

3)You usually declare your feelings first when you like someone.
A. Yes (Go to Q5) B. No (Go to Q6)

4)You see your parents and couples like them as the ideal relationship between two, intimate people.
A. Yes (Go to Q7) B. No (Go to Q5)

5)You prefer to wear colorful intimate apparel.
A. Yes (Go to Q8) B. No (Go to Q9)

6)You would never forgive your partner for cheating on you.
A. Yes (Go to Q9) B. No (Go to Q5)

7)You prefer to eat at home rather than to dine out.
A. Yes (Go to Q10) B. No (Go to Q8)

8)You like Marilyn Monroe more than Audrey Hepburn.
A. Yes (Go to Q11) B. No (Go to Q9)

9)You enjoy giving presents to people.
A. Yes (Go to Q12) B. No (Go to Q11)

10)The two important qualities your partner should possess are human warmth and kindness.
A. Yes (Go to Q13) B. No (Go to Q11)

11)You often fall in love at first sight.
A. Yes (Go to Q14) B. No (Go to Q15)

12)You tend to pursue excitement over stability in love.
A. Yes (Go to Q14) B. No (Go to Q15)

13)A divorce would be absolutely out of the question for you.
A. Yes (A-type) B. No (Go to Q16)

14)You don't dislike reptiles or other creepy creatures.
A. Yes (Go to Q21) B. No (Go to Q17)

15)You are against pre-marital sex.
A. Yes (H-type) B. No (Go to Q17)

16)You often hear that you are sexy.
A. Yes (Go to Q21) B. No (Go to Q19)

17)You firmly believe that love can be obtained.
A. Yes (Go to Q20) B. No (Go to Q19)

18)You consider the person's educational and family background as a more essential factor for marriage than your feelings for him/her.
A. Yes (E-type) B. No (Go to Q21)

19)You feel that anything is forgivable if you love a person
A. Yes (B-type) B. No (Go to Q20)

20)You often desire things that other people already possess.
A. Yes (D-type) B. No (C-type)

21)Your relationships never lasted longer than 3 months.
A. Yes (G-type) B. No (F-type)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

The Result

A-type Cinderella Type
Just like Cinderella, you were the heroine of a beautiful and happy love
story in your former life. This does not mean that you were born with
this privilege or that you necessarily had this happiness until the end
of your life. You actually witnessed the harshness of reality as child,
including the loss of your parents and poverty. But all this darkness
disappeared the moment you met the love of your life and a new bright
light started to shine toward your way. You ultimately gained happiness
honor through love.Both of you genuinely loved each other and
enjoyed a blissful life for a very long time. It is just natural that
this genuine life in your previous existence can only be a blessing
in this present moment. This may be the opportunity to work for charity
by helping out other people in need and to be thankful.

B-type The Charitable type
You were the devoted lover in your former existence that dedicated your
whole being to the object of affection. When you fell in love, you
forgot about everything else including your own self. You experienced a
lot of pain because many people took advantage of your kindness. All your
lovers were beautiful people but they possessed narcissist qualities,which was
the result of your breakups. Their selfishness never allowed them to return the
love that you continuously provided for them. But you never despised them for
the wounds they left on you. What you should do in this life-time is to become
more sensible, rational, and calculative, so that you will not have to endure so
much pain as you did in the past. Don't just settle for anyone who crosses your
path but wait patiently for someone who will provide you with a reciprocal love.

C-type The Lascivious type
You were a very fickle person in your previous life, who could not stay
with one partner for a long time. Love was something you had to experience
through as many people as possible and only then were you happy a person.
You met many, diverse people whom you shared an intimate relationship with.
Although you were an amorous lover, you possessed cold and rational mind.
It gave you this power of never being hurt by someone. It will be difficult to
settle down completely for you unless you meet a very charismatic person who
will capture your entire heart. And a journey for you would not completely end with
marriage either.

D-type The Reckless type
You were the center of a love triangle or an immoral love that was
destined to end tragically. Your rash and independent spirit set the
stage for a love story like this. You were an egocentric character who
broke many people's hearts. In this way, you were much like the C-type
that was previously mentioned. You moved on from one person to another
as soon as that spark or passion for you faded. A person who existed as
this type in the past is bound to be affected by these remnant qualities
today. This is why it is vital to appreciate the other person in your
relationship now and to become more mature. Getting rid of your selfish
desires may be the key to happy relationship for you.

E-type The Romeo and Juliet type.
You are one of the few people who experienced the most passionate love
affair in your former life. It was love at first sight and both of you could not think of anything else
during the day than to dream about each other.It was a Romeo and Juliet love
affair, which may not have ended in disaster just like in the story.Your
families may even have been very accepting about your relationship. But
the likelihood of a passionate love increases the more obstacles are
between the two lovers. But the affection tends to fade when there is
no conflicting element involved. Therefore, it is important for you to
be more patient in your present relationship. The challenge is to keep
that passion going by constantly introducing new and interesting ideas.

F-type The Plain type
You did not find love through your own actions but with the help of
other people. You were in your own comfort zone, so that it was not
necessary for you to find someone special. This is why you were far
away from experiencing a fervent love affair. Everybody accepted your
relationship with your partner and stability may be have been the
pivotal characteristic of your love. Many people would not even consider
this peaceful and simple relationship to be love but it may just be the true essence.
You may feel perfectly comfortable with an arranged marriage.

G-type The Abusive type
There is no human being who perfect and therefore a certain
contradiction exists within us. Thus, an internal conflict between
cruelty and kindness is apparent in us. You were familiar with this
conflict in your previous life, where mistreatment was used on people.
There was a lot of anger in you and this may be a reason why you were
open to challenges without a blink of an eye. You often found this sardonic
pleasure when you made a person feel sad or perplexed. Monotony did not
exist in your vocabulary and so you looked for excitement. A little child exists in you
that is waiting for stability and you have shot at finding love when
you find the person who is able to provide this comfort for you.

H-type The Glass Marble type
You were a purely naive person who was scared to be hurt. This led you
to love a person from afar but the chance that you came together was
very slim.You were a sociable person but oddly enough, you became the
shy and quiet person in front of the person you liked. The painful event occurred
the day your object of affection became another person's mate and moved to
another far away place. You have to accept the fact that you will not see a relationship
in the future if you don't start gaining some courage to make that crucial advance. You
can start with taking subtle steps toward that person.

Sunday, February 23, 2003

Where are we going?


Been sick and also out for the past few days. Met up with some old friends and went to some dinner thingie. Maybe its because that I have been sick and spending so much time in bed that I got too much time to think, or maybe its because been spending so much time in lab that I hardly have time to talk to my other friends anymore.

A lot has changed in the past year. I have moved out of the slumps of third world London to a nice first world, family orientated area. I am no longer worried of going home after dark, I no longer get trash and rubbish strewn across the whole road and in front of my place. I can walk with my handphone and not get mugged. I can wear what I want to wear and not worry about getting crowded out in a corner alley with scum demanding money from going through their area. When I see ppl in the streets, its grandparents bringing kids back from school, parents bringing the dogs out for a walk, no longer hordes of 12-year-old kids wielding penknives, lead by some 16 year old wearing a scruffy red and white Marlboro biking jacket.

School has also changed. I am in somewhere doing something that I really like and want to do, and no longer stuffed with some ppl in my class that I detest and despise anymore. At least all my current classmates are nice. I am still abit ambivalent about the school change because I have and been missing some of the realty nice ppl back there and the bunch rowers. I miss the freedom that I get with splashing about in the super polluted river Lea or the choppy Thames. On the other hand, I am glad to go to school in an area that is also safe and nice instead of being located in one of the greatest slumps of Europe, Shitechapel as how some of our tutors used to call it.

On all accounts, it seems I have finally made it. Got all that things that I have dreamt for and worked for in the past 2 years. Should be really happy. Honestly I was. Until last Friday.

Met up with Sinners for dinner on friday. He used to be my old housemate, but as I was moving out to the new school. We were unable to stay in the same house anymore. I am now staying alone in north London. It’s a nice place. Everyone that came to visit says that. Its on top of a hill that overlooks London, shops and restaurants all around and all the banks that you can think of. Great! But somehow I feel as if something was missing.

I know what I miss now. I miss my housemates. I miss the fun that we had. I miss laughing at the stupid Bangladeshis teenage gangs that will fight every other Sunday and leave bloodstains all over Jubilee Street on the Monday after the fights. I miss the 3 cartons of GIANT navel oranges that we bought for Chinese New Year last year (although it took us forever to finish eating and giving them away). I miss the crazy purchasing of 25kg gunny sacks of rice. The wholesale purchases of toilet and kitchen rolls in the hundreds that has all visitors laughing their head off whenever they come into our kitchen. I miss the cartons of kinder bueno that we bought to fend off the exam stress and to pile on the weight. I miss the screams of joy and agony whenever arsenal or Manchester united was playing (He loved Man U, I loved Arsenal). I miss the pathetic diet that we had at times (soya sauce and spaghetti). The shopping at Sainsbury for all food that was buy one get one free, whatever it was, however bad it tasted. I miss the “so how” conversations that would carry on deep into the night whenever I as feeling crap. The BIG cleanups around the house that we all had to do after each module’s exam. I miss the joy, the happiness and the fun that we had in that old god forsaken third world shit-hole.

Maybe I have really progressed on in life, as how I used to want it, but am I truly happy? Who are my new friends? I don’t know. How does one really measure the quality of life? By the standard of the environment that we live in? By our sense of security? Or by fun that we used to have with our friends when they were around?

I don’t really know. All I know is that I miss them and those friends back home.

Argh, had a terrible day.
Maybe I'll talk about it tomorrow...
Its london transport again....
Argh....

Friday, February 21, 2003


http://www.stopwar.org.uk/



Me is no 45978
Total Signatures
=)
No War!!!

Short, but silly joke courtesy from Jon

There were 3 eggs in the fridge. Egg 1 whispered to Egg 2 "Psst, the egg beside us got hair one." Egg 3 heard it and said angrily, "Limpei si KIWI, not egg"

hee hee hee

Hmm, dint managed to find a wire to bring in but decided to follow Frankie to wear long sleeves and hope that I wont get a good old jolt. Don’t work. I actually think it was much worse than wearing short sleeves with the string tied to my boot. Don’t really know what else to try.

Had a generally bad day, only good thing at the moment is that yesh, the funny results of yesterday was confirmed, and it was not me messing the sequence up. It was truly the results. Quite happy that my tutor is considering getting my own library, but it’s going to cost her something like £800. That’s super steep to me. Wow. Science is an expensive game. Thank God that I have the nicest of all the supervisors.

Am super sick at the moment. Don’t know why. Was a little sinffy this morning and I thought I caught a cold, but by the time evening came, I think I was running a temperature… Hot head, cold feet. Feels so pathetic. Wonder who passed it on to me. Should I just go to school to spread it to others on the overcrowded underground or should I try to stay at home to rest and to hope to recover asap?

My internet connection is also crappy at the moment and I can’t get my radio so that’s making me a little more grumpy that just the sore head. Going to sleep early today. Maybe can recover enough to go in to school tomorrow.

Wednesday, February 19, 2003

Such an electrifying experience

For the past few days, I have been stuck for quite long hours in the lab. Get home really late and no longer in the mood to be blogging.

Anyway, in the past 2 days, I have been getting so much electric shocks that I have almost given up washing my hands.

I have no idea how and where it comes from, but every time when I get close to the tap leaver to flick them to turn on the tap, I get an electric shock. Sometimes it’s so bad that you can actually hear the sound that it makes from a little distance away. I am okay with getting a minor buzz or two. After all its winter and the air gets dry and these things do happen, but the jolts I get here are out of the ordinary. I don’t get these shocks when I go home and when I go out. Argh

Whenever I try to leave the lab, everyone will know. There will be a relatively loud sizzle and a huge ouch and I will be jumping. Nothing I try seems to reduce the shock.

First I tried using the plastic soap bottle to hit the tap lever to get the tap on. That works fine in getting the tap on, but after that, when I touch the water, the same thing happens. Huge zap and me howling. It was funny yesterday but its no longer any more funny. I think its downright irritating and preventing me from working.

I couldn’t take it anymore so I went to complain to my supervisor. She thought it was a little funny and jay suggested earthing myself. They were quite sure that a bit of string tied to me will do the trick. They managed to get this bit of string tied to my leg and left it dangling. It worked for a while for the little things, such as the metal cupboards or the door handles but did nothing to prevent the huge zap from the tap.

My hair is still standing on ends now. No one else in the lab seems to have the same problem. Argh. What to do, they think its funny, I think its super irritating liao.

Maybe I will go home to look for a electricity wire tonight and use it instead of the string tomorrow. At least that is much more conductive than the string and sounds so much safer than sticking my finger into the earth of the socket before I wash time……….

Tuesday, February 18, 2003


Dear Ah Beng, how do I get back at my kwai lan neighbour?



Dear Ah Beng,

I got this neighbour, hor, he very kwai lan one.

Lately, hor, he say he want to build this fence between our house and his house. The old fence nothing wrong, and some more, not say I say what, but his design si beh obiang one. (I think so he use a contractor from JB.) But aiyah, I give him face and said OK. But he still buay song that I was reluctant at first, so he go and suan me behind my back to other people. I really, really want to hoot him, but my wife say I shouldn’t be as low class as him. How?

Pride Minister


Dear Pride Minister,

Wah lan eh. Neighbour-neighbour this sort of thing, hor, very chia lat one. Because whack him oreddy, hor, must still live with him next door, and everyday see his bin chow chow one.

The best way is to be more cool. Say neh’mine, but quietly go behind his back and see a real estate agent. Tell the real estate agent you want to buy your neighbour’s house, but not to reveal your identity to the neighbour. Then the estate agent should tell your neighbour that the only sticking point is his ugly fence and that if he took it down, it would greatly improve his chances of selling at a good price. He sure immeelly go and take it down one. Once he does this, then you cancel the deal. Your neighbour sure damn LPPL, one.

Of course, you could always resort to classical Ah Beng ways of getting revenge. Like scratching his car, or poisoning his dog.

And if you do’wan to do this yourself, then we here at the Chap Sar Tiam Secret Society can he’pchu do it, for a commission.

But make sure you don’tch play punk with us, or else we will go and buy your neighbours’ house ourselves and then you’ll be living next to us. And I guarantee you we will turn the place into a gambling den or orh kwee keng.

--AH BENG

Thursday, February 13, 2003

Oh, just remembered, to those in SIngapore,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY



Happy cramming to me over here....
and to 'those' that are thinking of war.....
news update!

The north terminal at London's Gatwick Airport has been evacuated over security concerns, and police teams were combing the terminal. One man has been arrested under anti-terrorism legislation at Gatwick.

Around 1,700 extra police officers were at Heathrow and other key London sites and security was also beefed up at Manchester airport, including spot checks by armed officers.

The Ministry of Defence has refused to comment on reports that military jets are patrolling the skies over the capital.


Oh well, what the heck, I more likely to die from the way i drive on rainy roads than getting hit by something while on a plane....

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

This is the LOSER of the LOSERS.....


WWW.STUDYSINGAPORE.COM
Think this gets you to a Singapore site? You're wrong


By Sandra Davie

INDONESIAN teenager Alicia Tang, 18, was surfing the Net at home in Jakarta and went to www.studysingapore. com hoping to get information on schools here.

What she got instead were screenfuls about private schools, colleges and universities in Malaysia.


Diversion tactic of a Malaysian site: acceptable?



Diverting surfers like her to Malaysia appears to be what Mr Tan Mui Hong had in mind when he registered studysingapore.com as his domain name.

He is the managing director of Challenger Concept, a Kuala Lumpur company that publishes a 'Study in Malaysia' handbook and provides online information on Malaysian educational institutions.

When The Straits Times called the office, staff member Jamie Ng said: 'We are just hoping to direct as much traffic as we can to our website.'

The site also has a Merlion-like logo and says that it is supported by the Department of Private Education, Ministry of Education, Malaysia.

Ms Ng, who declined to give her designation, said that the ministry tells people about the website when promoting private education in Malaysia.

But she said the company gets no government money, earning revenue from online ads placed by private colleges.

Its executive director, Mr Tan Jin Han, claimed yesterday that it hoped to eventually include information on education in Singapore too.

Checks with the domain registrar, DomainDiscover, showed that Challenger owns the studymalaysia.com name as well as studythailand.com and studyhongkong.com

The last two sites do not route surfers to Malaysian information, stating only that those names are taken.

Technology lawyer Bryan Tan said Challenger was obviously out to capitalise on Singapore's 'brand name in education'. He said: 'It's like someone using BMW.com to sell another make of car.'

Both Malaysia and Singapore aim to boost their education industries, with Singapore hoping to increase the number of foreign students here from 50,000 to 150,000 in 10 years.

The Singapore Tourism Board, which is promoting Singapore as an education hub, was piqued to learn of Challenger's diversion tactic.

It 'does not seem right', said Miss Magdalene Lee, director of its newly-formed education services division.

The board is developing a website with information on studying here and will register several domain names.

To get the studysingapore. com name, the authorities will have to go to bodies such as the World Intellectual Property Organisation, which resolves disputes over international domain names.

As for teenager Alicia Tang, she eventually found information about schools here.

Now in Singapore to enrol for a diploma course at the Stansfield School of Business, she said: 'Actually, the website works against them.

'It made me think that Malaysian private schools can't be very good if they have to use the Singapore name.'

This is the champion of the champion.
Poor Sarge....

event yahoo dont like him.

look at the transcript from yahoo..

11 Feb 2003 18:17:39 -0000
From: MAILER-DAEMON@yahoo.com |
To: wintyu@yahoo.com
Subject: failure delivery




Message from yahoo.com.
Unable to deliver message to the following address(es).

< chaz_milkhu@london.com >:
205.158.62.24 does not like recipient.


Poor Sarge....
Even computers take the piss out of him......


Tuesday, February 11, 2003

Useless info overdose.....

Do women really have lower rates of heart disease? If so, what are the mechanisms and is HRT any good?



Introduction
Cardiovascular diseases are by far, the largest group of diseases killing women in the United Kingdom, accounting for 38% of all female deaths in 2001. (Refer to figure 1) Among the various forms of cardiovascular disease, heart disease and stroke are the most common circulatory problems, with heart disease taking the lead, claiming one in every 6 women and one in every 4 men. (The British Heart Foundation 2003)

Looking at the figures, it can be seen that in the UK, women are less likely to suffer from heart disease than men. When the heart disease rates between the sexes were compared between over 50 countries in a review done over 12 years ago,(Kalin MF & Zumoff B 1990) the trend of women having lower rates of heart disease holds true among all the different sample populations. Although the absolute rates of heart disease were different in all the countries, a relative consistent ratio of male to female suffers was obtained through different sample populations in different countries. (Figure 2)
Why women are at less risk
The universal lower rates of heart disease in women suggests that there must be some form of protection against heart disease in women when compared to the men. The difference in absolute heart disease rates among different populations suggests strongly that these protective mechanisms are not independent of social and environmental factors. Another trend in heart disease in women is that although their heart disease rates do not catch up to that of the men, there is a significant increase in the rates after menopause. This suggests that the ‘protection’ that women enjoy from heart disease may have something to do with the presence of oestrogen during their fertile years.

Several mechanisms have been proposed so far in an attempt to explain the gender differences in cardiovascular disease rated between men and women.
1) Women and men have different sex-specific oestrogen receptors in their coronary arteries. Studies have shown that in vivo, oestrogen reverses the vasoconstriction caused by acetylcholine in postmenopausal women but not in men. Coronary blood flow was also significantly improved by oestrogen in women but not in men in this study. (Collins P et al. 1995) This suggests that oestrogen presence is contributing to the lower rates of heart disease in pre-menopausal women, and there are also different receptors or receptor responses involved in the cardio protective mechanisms of men and women. The difference in response in oestrogen may explain why oestrogen is only seen to be more cardio protective in women than men. As this study was done on men and post-menopausal women with proven cardiovascular disease, it avoids selection bias on healthy individuals that were unlikely to be suffering from cardiovascular conditions in the first place.
2) Other than the presence of cardio protective oestrogen produced by pre menopausal women, a study done on the lipid profiles of women worldwide also suggested that the presence of the oestrogen was not the only reason why they have lower heart disease rate than men. It was found that women reacted differently from men when they had ingested a high fat diet. When men had a high fat diet, their HDL and LDL levels remained the same, but when women has a high saturated and monounsaturated fat diet, their HDL levels are raised with the presence of the fats in the diet. This was attributed to a concurrent increase in female sex hormones levels with the high fat diet. (Kesteloot H & Sasaki S 1993) The rise of the HDL levels may play a significant beneficial role through the removal of cholesterol esters from the circulation in the women.
3) It was also observed that after menopause, the HDL levels of women does not decrease but it remains higher than the average levels of HDL in men. What changes with the onset of menopause is the increase of LDL levels. (Davis CE et al. 2002)It has been known for some time that the absolute LDL and HDL levels are poorer markers of heart disease risk when compared to the ratio of the lipids. The increase of LDL levels would then lower the HDL to LDL ratio, which is consistent with the observation of increased cardiovascular disease rates in women after menopause. This may be mediated by the decrease of LDL receptors involved in LDL uptake into the cells. Oestrogen has been demonstrated to induce the expression of LDL receptors in liver hepatocytes in vivo. This may be an important mechanism for the clearance of LDL from the circulation for pre-menopausal women.(Parini P, Angelin B, & Rudling M 1997)
4) Smoking is know to have a negative effect in HDL and fibrinogen levels.(Cullen P, Schulte H, & Assmann G 1998) Decreased HDL levels and increased fibrinogen levels are all independent risk factors for cardiovascular disease. The ‘protection’ that women has been observed to be enjoying may have been over reported due to confounding in the studies. Women in the past used to have lower smoking rates than men until recent years when the trend has changed for the younger population. Prospective studies in the future may demonstrate a lower level of protection in women against cardiovascular disease as their smoking levels increases above the smoking rates of the men.
5) Another mechanism that may work towards the advantage that women enjoy is in their body fat distribution. Women and men have different body fat distribution. Women are more prone to trunkal obesity and men are more prone to central obesity. When adjusted for BMI, it has been demonstrated that individuals with central obesity are more susceptible to cardiovascular disease than those with trunkal obesity. The trunkal distribution of fat in women may also serve to protect them from heart disease.(Larsson B et al. 1992) The difference in fat deposits may possibly be the result of natural selection. The traditional view of men as the hunters, would require a faster mobilisation of energy reserves in the pursuit of prey and visceral fat serve as the best choice of storage as it can be rapidly mobilised and metabolised directly as it passes the liver. Women on the other hand were selected for hip and buttock deposition as these reserves hare much harder to mobilise unless there is pregnancy or lactation, providing energy reserves when they are needed most. Some circumstantial evidence can be seen from a study that shows men are much more efficient in mobilising visceral fat by b-adrenergic lypolysis than pre and post-menopausal women(Rebuffe-Scrive M et al. 1989).
6) Homocystine levels have also been identified as an independent risk factor for cardiovascular disease. Higher rates of homocystine were closely linked to increased rates of heart disease through arterial endothelial dysfunction(Woo KS et al. 1997). Pre-menopausal women are generally found to have lower rates of homocystine(Verhoef P et al. 1999). A studt of male to female and female to male transsexuals demonstrated that homocystine levels were directly linked to the presence of oestrogen in both genetically male and female individuals(Giltay EJ et al. 1998).
7) Highly stressed out individuals and type A personalities are much more prone to heart disease. The stress associated with these social situations modulates the hypothalamus-pituitary-adrenal axis to increase levels of cortisol. Cortisol’s anti-insulin effects are thought to aid in the process of atherosclerosis through raising the blood glucose, pressure and triglyceride levels. Women in general are less aggressive than men and have better social network support to deal with the pressure of life(Porter M, Alder B, & Abraham C 1999). As such, they are more likely to have lower stress levels over the longer term and thus less likely to suffer from cardiovascular diseases mediated through this pathway.
The value of hormone replacement therapy
The earlier studies done in the 1980’s had produced conflicting results on the value of oestrogen replacement. There was still no firm conclusion on the effect of hormone replacement therapy (HRT) as a way of reducing cardiovascular diseases in post-menopausal women.

In the early 1990’s the long-term studies performed on the benefits of HRT started to pour in and there was a lot of support generated for the use of HRT as a means of preventing cardiovascular disease. To quote the conclusion of one of the earlier study, “Estrogen use was found to have a significant, independent effect on survival in women” (Sullivan JM et al. 1990)

The 10-year nurses study strongly supported the use of HRT as a means of reducing the rate and mortality of cardiovascular diseases. (Stampfer MJ et al. 1991) Reviews were soon haling the benefits of HRT use as a means of preventing cardiovascular disease and prolonging life in women.(Grady D et al. 1992) Other studies also strongly supported the use of HRT to lower mortality rates in post-menopausal women after coronary artery bypass surgery. (Sullivan JM et al. 1997)

Further randomised double blind trials were also carried out to verify support for the use of HRT as a means of preventing cardiovascular disease in post-menopausal women. Results from these trials started to pour in starting in 1998 and surprisingly, they were found to contradict the results of the former trials. Some of the more significant trials and their results reported are outlined below

HERS – Heart and Estrogen Replacement Study.
This was a randomised double blind trial involving 2763 women. Equine conjugated oestrogen was given to the subjects together with progesterone. Results obtained showed an increase in HDL levels and a decrease in LDL levels for the treated group when compared to the placebo group. However, there was an increased in the incidence of thrombolytic events and gall bladder problems in the treatment group with no net benefits in all other end points measured. (Hulley S et al. 1998)

ERA – Estrogen Replacement and Atherosclerosis trial
This was another double blind trial aimed at looking at the effect of HRT on atherosclerosis. 309 women with atherosclerosis was recruited and the study was randomised into 3 arms. Oestrogen only, oestrogen and progesterone, and placebo only. The study produced similar results to the HERS trial with an improved lipid profile but no significant benefit of either treatment group over the observed over the placebo group. (Herrington DM et al. 2000) In 2002, the oestrogen and progesterone arm of the study was halted after only 5.2 years out of a planned 8.5 years. This was because of excessive risk observed in the arm where the subjects had increased rates of cardiovascular events and invasive events.(Writing Group for the Women's Health Initiative Investigators 2002)

PHOREA – Postmenopausal HOrmone REplacement against Atherosclerosis
This trial was designed to measure the effect of HRT on slowing down the rate of atherosclerosis. 321 women were recruited for this trial and the thickness of their intima media in their carotid arteries were measured over 48 weeks. As with the other trials, there was significant improvement in the lipid, cholesterol and fibrinogen profiles of the treated group but there was no observable benefit in decreasing the rate of atherosclerosis. (Angerer P et al. 2001)

WEST – Women’s Estrogen for Stroke Trial
This trial was designed to measure the effectiveness of HRT as a means of reducing mortality and morbidity in patients with stroke. 625 women were recruited within 90 days of them suffering either a transient Ischaemic attack or a non-disabling stroke. The overall mortality rate was slightly higher in the treated group than in the untreated group. Vaginal bleeding and endometrial hyperplasia was also found to be more common in the treated group. The rates of non-fatal strokes were the same in both the treated and placebo group, but what was most alarming was that the treated group suffered from strokes that were associated with slightly worse neurological and functional deficits. (Viscoli CM et al. 2001)
Discussion
Due to all the negative reports on the use of HRT as a means of protection against heart disease, the American Heart Association had released a statement recommending against using HRT as a form of treatment or prevention against cardiovascular disease.(Mosca L et al. 2001) The stand that the American Heart Association took is hardly surprising in view of the current information available.

It is however interesting to note that all these studies have one common result, that is that there is always an improvement in the lipid profiles of the treated group, and where fibrinogen and homocystine levels were measured, these too shows marked improvement.

Another very interesting observation among the larger trials is that the adverse effects always gradually taper off. The overall lack of benefits in these studies have been suggested to be the result of confounding, where the gradual gain of benefits by the treated group was nullified by the mortality and morbidity obtained in the first year of study. If the mortality and morbidity of the first year was separated into the 4 quarters, it was also observed where the rate of incidence of negative events were highest in the first quarter and gradually decreases from quarter to quarter. It may be highly possible that these individuals form different genetic pool where they are actually slightly susceptible to the negative effects of HRT. When these individuals were take out of the studies as a result of death or reaching a negative end point, they are taken out of the general pool. The individuals left in the general pool would then consist of those who were benefiting from HRT. This will explain why there is always an apparent increase in risk of the first years followed by benefits in the long run.

Another possible problem in these studies were that most of them were using conjugated equine oestrogen and not recombinant human oestrogen. Although equine oestrogen may have been tried and tested for use as HRT, there will be innate differences between human and equine forms of oestrogen. These minor differences may have failed to activate or over activated one or more receptors of the human oestrogen in the ‘susceptible gene pool’ as mentioned above. These slight differences may actually be responsible for the negative effects seen in HRT.

Another possible cause of the differences in benefits recorded between individuals may be due to the pharmaceutical dosage given to them. Individuals will have their own optimal levels circulation hormones. In the trials, the hormones were given in a one size fits all manner. These generalised dosages of oestrogen may have been in the therapeutic ranges for some individuals, under the therapeutic ranges in other individuals and in some, they may actually be in the toxic ranges. It we look at all the different side effects of menopause seen by different women, where some suffer terrible hot flushes for years, and other passing through the phase relatively mildly, this dosage theory may not sound that far fetched after all.

As more and more studies are reported, they only serve to make the general picture of HRT more complicated. We are unlikely to elucidate the mechanisms of HRT in the promotion or prevention of cardiovascular disease anytime in the near future. There are too many possible mechanisms involved and large randomised studies are expensive and time consuming to conduct clinically. An ideal future study would include the subjects from their pre-menopausal yeas and a follow up to their deaths, similar to Professor Richard Doll’s ground breaking cohort study on smoking (Doll R et al. 1994), but in this instance, a general random sample of the population would have to be followed up. Using only healthcare professionals will confound the study through selection bias. Following up a random population sample would be a logistical nightmare, if not almost impossible for such an extended period of time.

We are all aware that the ‘protection’ conferred to women in terms of cardiovascular disease is multi factorial. Much effort and resources have been placed into this field of research and we have more knowledge than we ever had before, but we are still nowhere nearer to solving this great HRT debate since the first studies in the 1980’s. Evolution may yet hold an explanation behind this phenomenon that had baffled countless generations of doctors.

Evolution is never wasteful. Females in the traditional roles were responsible for reproduction and the raising of the future generations. Natural selection would have selected out those that had more of their energy and resources diverted to a reproductive and nourishing role for the future generations. Males on the other hand, are selected towards those that are able to pass on their genes through mating. As a hunter and provider, their energy would have been diverted towards greater strength and aggression to bring home the bacon and in order to fend off potential competition for a mate or any threat to his offspring. The ‘side effects’ of an increased risk of cardiovascular disease would have been considered as acceptable part of the package of protecting his genes. These traits are likely have been responsible for many of the gender differences mentioned above in the paper.

Finally, to end off with an interesting thought, could menopause actually be an artefact of medical intervention? Menopause is a relatively new medical condition in the history of mankind. Up to the 1900’s the average life expectancy of an individual was not expected past 50. In the past 100 years, the average life expectancy has increased by an astounding 35 years to 85 for the average female. However, in the past 100 years the average onset of menopause has only increased from the age of 50 to 53. Hence could menopause be actually trying to catch up with our new life expectancy?
















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Fig 1: Death by all causes in women, 2001, UK

The above figure shows the causes of death for all women in the UK in the year 2001. Sources were taken from the Office for National Statistics(2002); General Register Office (2002) Edinburgh, Scotland; General Register Office (2002) Northern Ireland. Picture was obtained from the British Heart Foundation statistics web page. The areas shaded red shows the proportion of death attributed to cardiovascular disease.
http://www.heartstats.org/uploads/documents/FIG%201.3b%20web03%231%23.xls



Figure 2: Ratio of male to female coronary disease mortality per 100 000 population by sex.

The aboge graphs shows the relatively constant linear ratio of relative heart disease rates in men and women in a revirew done on the rate of heart disease death in 52 countires. Reproduced from the clinical review paper by Kalin MF & Zumoff B 1990.
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Monday, February 10, 2003

Took this test thingie from the BBC,
Interactive Lonely Hearts Ad

Its prob much more professional that the quizzes that I usually take for the fun of it.

Oh, and dont read too much into it!!!!!!!!!
was just bored after so much stuff about women and their heart disease that I needed a break!
You will NEVER catch me making these ads!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I rather die!!!!
hahaha

BTW, I love thsi disclaimer the most!!!
We recognise that many people will want to choose same-sex partners. However, the scientific principles behind this test only apply to heterosexual relationships. Gay lonely hearts ads show very different patterns of preferences. See our more science article for more on this.

ha ha ha...

Results
27567 people have completed this test so far

Evolutionary psychologists such as Robin Dunbar at Liverpool University and Doug Kenrick at the University of Arizona have analysed words used in lonely hearts adverts and grouped them into five categories:

Wealth
Commitment
Sexiness
Social Skills
Attractiveness
Here is the hidden message behind the description of yourself and the partner you wish to attract.

Audience's Results
Here is how our users chose to describe themselves to the opposite sex in their lonely hearts adverts.

(sorry, i cannot seem to find the thingies, but you may try this link to see if it works)


Describing Yourself
Younger men are keen to advertise their earning potential to prospective partners. Words like educated and professional give the impression that you can provide for a partner, even if they don't yet have the money in the bank.

You picked "Funny, Witty".
Category: Social Skills

You really want the world to know what a fun guy you are, which is great. Women rate social skills highly in a partner. They may have evolved this instinct for verbal courtship to keep males around. This was important because males had a natural temptation to abandon a female after pregnancy.

You picked "Professional".
Category: Wealth

You are keen to show that you can provide a good standard of living for your mate. Younger men tend to emphasise earning potential (like a good education), while older men can actually show them the money.

Describing Your Partner
This shouldn't come as a surprise, but twenty-something men have low standards. Once they reach 30, their standards rise because they're raking in the cash, pushing up their value in the Lonely Hearts market place. However, age and attractiveness rate highly with all men, regardless of their age.

You picked "Confident, Friendly, Good sense of humour".
Category: Social Skills

Your partner needs to be the light of any social occasion. Beware, her chatterbox qualities could drive you to distraction. Social skills are high on most men's list of preferred qualities, but attractiveness and youth are the big winners. Women tend to value social skills much more highly than men do.

Saturday, February 08, 2003

Hey, *faith* is right! The archives are missing from Sep 2002 to the present. Am trying to get them to popup at the moment. See what I can do. Oh, ya and *faith* is not Faith. ha ha ha Confusing right? Ya, thats why I have one as little faith and one as big Faith in my ICQ....

Betcha thats something that none of you knew about!

=)

Someone sent this to me...
Me quite like it, so its here to share....

* To the tune of "If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands"

If you cannot find Osama, bomb Iraq.
If the markets are a drama, bomb Iraq.
If the terrorists are frisky, Pakistan is looking shifty,
North Korea is too risky, Bomb Iraq.

If we have no allies with us, bomb Iraq.
If we think someone has dissed us, bomb Iraq.
So to hell with the inspections, Let's look tough for the elections, Close your mind and take directions, Bomb Iraq.

It's "pre-emptive non-aggression", bomb Iraq.
Let's prevent this mass destruction, bomb Iraq.
They've got weapons we can't see, And that's good enough for me 'Cos it's
all the proof I need to Bomb Iraq.

If you never were elected, bomb Iraq.
If your mood is quite dejected, bomb Iraq.
If you think Saddam's gone mad, With the weapons that he had, (And he tried
to kill your dad), Bomb Iraq.

If your corporate fraud is growin', bomb Iraq.
If your ties to it are showin', bomb Iraq.
If your politics are sleazy, And hiding that ain't easy, And your
manhood's getting queasy, Bomb Iraq.

Fall in line and follow orders, bomb Iraq.
For our might knows not our borders, bomb Iraq.
Disagree? We'll call it treason, Let's make war not love this season, Even if we have no reason, Bomb Iraq.

Friday, February 07, 2003

Prof O was terrible at presentation today. He was so unreasonable towards poor old Sarge and all of us think that he was not being fair to sarge at all. Tried to catch him after the presentations and he just brushed me off with some attitude. Hmm, I used to think that he was one of the nicest lecturers in this module, Why must he disappoint me so much. Even Prof B was so nice compared to him today. So so so disappointed. Look at him from a different light now……

=(

okay, got to go for lecture
be back later….

Funny names that I came across today.
Mind you, these are all the surnames of ppl……

Assmann- some guy who wrote a paper about heart problems
Angerer- also some guy who wrote a paper on HRT
Truelove- my classmate. Imagine that when he uses his name to book a table next Friday…..
Lovealot- someone in my building. Hmm, read comment above…
Savage- Cardiophysiology tutor.
Butcher- former hall mate. Whole family all doctors… 3 elder sisters and one dad.. he the only dentist.
Gay- sec 2 geog teacher. I still think she is wonderful.

*fingers crossed*

happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
I am only allowed to think happy thoughts today. Don focus on all the shit around me. Don’t focus on all the shit I am in. It will all be over in 1/2 years time. Happy thoughts, happy thoughs………

Ha ha ha.. there is xi you ji (journey to the west) on channel 4 now.
Its really funny. Think its one of the old ones and Trippitaka or however you spell his name is a woman in this show.
They translated the thingie from chinese to englsih, but they used all the funny chinese accent.
It all broken english with the funny accent that some of the old take-away owners still have.

Hmm, on second thoughts, it sounds like japanese men speaking engrish..
Think its all because of the sterotype of how the chinese and the japanses speak english here back then.
Its really funny though....
Esp sun wu kong and his antics...
Thats it for tomorrow's presentation....

Thursday, February 06, 2003

Transcript of a conversation after a horrible lecture by Prof B today….

Sergeant : This time, you all please hand in the questions early. Don’t hand them in at the last minute again!!!!! We don’t have time to read them at the last minute. Make sure you get it in by the beginning of the week!

Swint & Me: That’s too early! Tuesday night! We still have the presentation and the stupid essays to go! *others also started to complain at this point*

Sergeant: Okay okay, Make sure its all in by Tuesday night!

Redneck: Sarge a little stressed out these days huh, he is rather irritable…

Me: Ya, he says that he is really stressed…..

Redneck to Sergeant: Hey Sarge, whats wrong? Whats making you so grumpy? Is it because you are allergic to your turban again? Like the last time you had to wear the baseball cap to school?

All: * burst out laughing, me the loudest, *

Okay, I have to admit it does not sound funny here but it was so hilarious the way Redneck said it. I was laughing all the way from the LT to the lab…. Sergeant was just grumbling quietly to himself as he followed Frankie and me to the Lab in the lift. Oh man, you need to be there to see their facial expressions to see how funny it all was, and how serious and stressed Sarge looked throughout the day.

Wednesday, February 05, 2003

No War! No War! No War!
Stop insulting France and Germany!
We dont want war!
You can fight your own war if you want, but dont drag the world into it!
Admit it, you only want to control more of the world with your cronies.......

There was no school on Tuesday. Apparently the tutors had a strike and they were not going to teach, so lessons had to be postponed to Wednesday. How cool. At this rate, UK should start a 4 day work week instead of a 5 day work week, since there is always someone on strike one day or the other, we might as well keep one day free a week to make up for the loss in productivity of the strike day. Keep friday free... If got strike bet monday to thursday, then we can make it up on friday. If there is no strike, take that as the bonus holiday.. I am sure that many ppl would love it like that....

Anyways, work up so late today. Got woken up by Mr Tay at 11 and I promised to pass him some of his stuff but instead, I fell back asleep until one. What a pig! Logged on to check if my dad has any info on the pathetic acer and my god sis started asking me bio questions. Man! Dint think NJ worked their students so hard so fast! Don’t think I could have answered her questions if I haven’t done the molecular endocrinology module. Wonder what they are teaching the kids in Singapore these days. Soon they will be taking particle physics for A or even O level! Man, I feel so ancient and stupid.

Since I missed Mr Tay for lunch, I had to send the stuff to him and then decided to send my gos sis something to cheer her up too. Poor gal. Also forced to do so much work in Chinese New Year, and I thought I was the only one without the holday.

Dint get to work until about nine. Bummed the rest of the day away, but I got a new pair of climbing boots. Was supposed to get a loafer but well, for 5 pounds difference, I could not resist it…. Really happy with it but I don’t know what I am going to do with 2 sets of boots and no loafers…

Still stuck at my review presentation after so many days. Spend the whole CNY weekend at it and the past 6 hours but even the backbone of the thingie is still not finished. I am just getting more and more confused as I go along. Have to talk about why women are at less risk of heart disease and what are the mechanisms involved and the effectiveness of HRT. Gross. There is just plainly information overload and I am way too confused to continue anymore. Die die die, Presentation on Friday and review and exam is due together on the 14th and I haven’t got down to the exam revision yet….

No wonder even Swint is so stressed. There goes the 2:1……
Brain too blur to think liao.
think i going to sleep.....

Monday, February 03, 2003

Finally got home after leaving the lab at around 8pm. Stupid me. Went to buy a travel pass starting from tomorrow when I don’t really need it until Wednesday. What a waste of money. Sunday was actually quite an interesting day. I took off the angry post coz I dint see the point in it anymore. Its not like those 3 guys will ever read my blog, nor will the pathetic old B. Thank goodness that it was prof Owen today giving us our lectures. He is so nice but erm, he is a little boring at times. Its just that he seems so nice that I actually feel guilty for dozing off at certain parts of the lecture.

Went to school really early today. No trains, had to go by cab, thanks to the firemen. News just reported that they still want to announce more strikes tomorrow morning after they meet. Stupid ppl. Anyways, brought some elephant balloons to school and 2 HUGE sausage Happy birthday balloons to school together with a cake and summer much crisps and 3 bottles of fizzy champagne replacement coz Nora cant touch alcohol. Was really funny. For one of the rare times, we actually had almost the whole class there… except for the birthday boy… He apparently was late and got stuck at Leicester square looking for his bag…..

The celebrations wasn’t that great, but it was fun for the pre-clinical group. Most of the others dint seem to fit in too well and they all left early, but I think Prof Owen had a good scare and a laugh from the party…. When I was preparing for it, apparently the super large happy birthday balloon burst the moment he plugged the power supply to his laptop. He was so shocked. He thought he blew up the comp…

Anyways, still not in the best of moods so I guess I’ll end here before I go on ranting angrily again…..

Dear Mr Fireman…..

In the past when you have tried to go on strike for asking a 40% pay rise, we the public have supported you. Despite the many closures of various tube stations, causing us so much trouble, we stuck it through with you.

Now, you must realise that we are starting to get tired of it. You have been offered a 16% pay rise and you refuse to negotiate from that. It is a little irritating to hear you all going no deal all the time at the pay rise deal. Everyone has tried to help and had given so much support in the past and you seem to forget about the extra effort put in by all of us.

You do realise that the tube is so shit that now the central line and the waterloo and city line has been down for about 2 weeks and will still be totally closed for the next 2 weeks. This has made travel hell for all commuters. Mr Livingstone is also starting this thing called congestion charging soon, which will also serve to make traffic more messy that ever and tube usage would definitely go up as that will soon become the only form of transport that we all can afford. Continuously going on strike for the past few days had made it a pain for those of us who needed to get to school or to work. The fact that you are still threatening to strike is really getting to us.

Every time you go on strike, I have to spend about 10 pounds or more to get to school by tube as there is no other way. The buses would take over 3 hours as I have to travel down to central London before I come back up, and you know how bad the busses are like in the first place even when there is no tube closure as a result of your strike. The strike only serves to make it a lot worse.

As a typical student, we are already in huge dept as we try to survive through the expensive demands of an education in London. The cost of about 10 pounds every morning you go on strike does not help us at all. It only serves to make thing worse.

Please, we are poor enough, don’t make life any harder or more expensive for us.

A Poor Struggling Student.

WTF! This country is absolutely shit. The Basturds are still on strike and there is no Frigging way to get to school short of taking a bloody taxi, the central line is still down! and will be down for another 2 weeks. Yes, its worse than a bloody third world country.
Its shit anf dilled with lazy greedy basturds!!!!

Sunday, February 02, 2003

It has been quite a bad Chinese new year for a start….. Hope that the rest of the year would be better. At first, there were lots of things that I wanted to whine and complain about, but then I decided that it was not too nice to start leaving a bad entry in the start of the new year on the blog.

Apparently although my dad has managed to fix the idiotic laptop in SG, after a few more trial runs, the same problems crops up. Thank goodness he haven’t sent it up to me yet. Now just waiting for acer to try to sort it out for me…..

Got the bad news of the shuttle explosion. Poor guys. At least I hope that death has been swift for them and that they did not have to suffer much. Apparently according to the BBC report on this, there was evidence of fuel tank debris hitting the left wing on take off. Maybe that’s why the left wing went kaput on re-entry. I don’t really know what to say except feel sorry for these guys and their families. Maybe they were doomed the moment from take off when the debris hit the wing but there was nothing anyone can do about but cross their fingers and hope for the best when they were trying to make their way back. I am sure that many ppl will be praying for them today and so will I.

I suppose the incident also woke me up to the fragility of life. Its like the Chinese saying, bu fang yi wan, zhi fang wan yi. You can protect yourself against ten thousand things but it only takes a chance occurrence for bad things to happen. Yes. Life is fragile and unpredictable and I hope that this will also wake up the mind of the Texan gangster such that he will not send countless to the meaningless slaughter, be it the Iraq people or his own troops. I am sure that if he has a son in the army that was sent to Iraq, he would think otherwise of starting a war. Its just that he has noting to loose from war. He does not seem to understand that the ppl he send there have families too, ppl that love them with all their heart.

Pray for peace, pray for the souls of these unfortunate seven, and most of all, pray for God to give guidance and wisdom to the Texan nitwit.

Saturday, February 01, 2003

Despite the irritation of the pea-brained gangster mongering for war on the first day of chinese new year, and hence totally destroying the day, I decided to put something more cheery up for the moment. Had to switch off BBC as I can no longer stand the sight of his face or his voice.

Anyways, Happy Chinses New Year!