Exactly one year ago, something happened that changed my life. I have lost and I have gained, I have learnt and I have grown. I look back at the past year, and I realised how I have changed.

About one week after the incident, mum had called me with some bad news. Dint know how to react, dint know what to say. I have lost something, and it could never be replaced. I have not learnt how to deal with such things. I dint think such things would happen so soon. It was not something that I would have ever expected to happen. Yet it did. A nightmare has come true, and nothing that I did could ever change it. There was a flurry of activity, we searched and we hunted, we sought comfort with each other and with God.

We all settled down differently. We all found different ways of coping with it. I decided to blog. After a month of turmoil, it was almost like a guiding path to me to start blogging. It was as if there was a sign, that it would all be okay in the end of the day.

I listened to that voice in my head. I started blogging, I could not complain, I could not call anymore, I cannot SMS about the boring lectures, I could not make remarks to the near daily mails that I used to get flooded with, I could not beg to differ, but at least, I could shout out my thought and feelings to others out there, like how it used to be done. The blog started on the 28 May, just before the start of my exams.

In the past year, I looked back and then I realised that I had not lost what I thought I had lost. From what was supposedly lost, I had gained so much more. Friendships that were forged as a result of the blog, experiences that I have gained as a result of that incident. I have had grown older. I have no need to ask for “so how now…”, “what should I do” He has taught me.

Dreams. We had many dreams and ambitions that we have shared. From all continents, America, Europe, Asia, Oceania, we had a common goal, a common dream. Promises that we made to each other, once thought to have vanished with the incident, however, has been fulfilled.

I could go on ranting and ranting about it, there are still so many things I want to say, but I guess this is it. It has been a year and the promise on my side has been fulfilled. Many blogs have stopped along the way. Maybe now its my time. The blog shall now rest. I may come back here some day, I may come back somewhere else or I may not, but I suppose that’s it for now.

For those in the know, I guess you would see the irony in the choice of the poster. Finding Nemo. Nemo is gone, he wont be back, and we can never find him, no matter how hard we try, but well, at least we would have gained something along the way in our search.

To end this chapter in my blog, I would like to quote my favourite verse from the Bible.

If I could speak all the human and angelic tongues, but had no love, I would only be sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. If I had prophecy, knowing secrets things with all kinds of knowledge, and had faith great enough to remove mountains, but had no love, I would be nothing. If I gave everything I had to the poor, and even gave up my own body, but only to receive praise and not through love, it would be of no value to me.

Love is patient; love is kind, without envy. It is not boastful or arrogant. It is not ill mannered, nor does it seek its own interest. Love overcomes anger and forgets offences. It does not take delight in wrong, but rejoices in truth. Love excuses everything, believes all things, endures all things.

Love will never end, Prophecies may cease, tongues be silent and knowledge disappear. For knowledge grasps something of the truth and prophecy as well. When what is perfect comes, everything imperfect will pass away.

1 Cor 13:1-11

Today Marks the 50th aniversary for the discovery of DNA. Without the discovery of DNA, Much medical research porduced since then would not even be present at all. The diabetic patients would still be dependent on purified pig insulin, many vaccines would not be avilable and we would still be struggling under the tyrrranity of many infectious diseases. Gene therapy would be something that was never heard of, and children with SCIDS would be still living in a sterile bubble. Haemophiliacs would still be bleading non stop without the recombinant factor VIII. Human growth hormone would still not be available to the general public, for children with growth deficiency or women who just want to use it to keep their youthful looks.

I think that alomst anyone would have heard of the great DNA molecule. For those more inclined towards the biological sciences, you might be able to tell anyone a story about how 2 men, James Watson and Francis Crick, in a lab in Cambridge came out with the structure of DNA using bits of clamps and stuff not unlike the stands we used to use in A-Level chemistry Lab for titration. They got a Nobel Prize for their efforts.

However, while we are celebrating "their" great discovery, lets not forget who was the real discoverer of the DNA double helix.
Her name was Rosalind Franklin . She was the one that put in the real work behind all the imaging that reuslted in the calculations of the sizes and dimension of the double helix when Watson and Crisck was still thinking that DNA was a triple helix. I personally feel that the real credit of DNA structure discovery should be attributed to her instead of the other 2 who obtained a copy of her work without her knowledge. Its just a super sad fact that they could not give her the Nobe Prize posthumously as she was the one that REALLY deserved it, not 2 others that got a copy of her work through some unofficial means.

Unfortunately such things happens. There will always be some lower life from ripping off research from others to gain theselves the Nobel prize without giving due acknowledgement. Just look st Prusnier, the guy who famoulsy "discovered " prions, He dint discover it. He as how history repeated itself, obtained electron micrograph produced by someone else and clamied the research as his own. The only sadder thing this time is that I cant even remember who's work did he nick in the process of obtaining that Nobel Prize. Someday, maybe someday I will find out about and try to put things right again.

You do not go into research for fame,
You do not go into research for fortune.
If you did, I dont think you will ever be able to sleep well.
You would have to rip off work from others,
And gain your moment of fame,
While there will ALWAYS be people out there,
That knew what you did,
And they will still remember you,
When you are long dead and gone,
Not for what you did,
But who you screwed over.

Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.


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Water is finally back.
In good mood liao...
=)

Still no water!
Anyways, here is the doggie that you wanted mei,



And this is what I think a sheep dog is...
Doggie that herds sheep.

STILL NO WATER!!!!!!!!!!
=(

My taps are STILL dry...

Anyways, I used to think that the word faggots refer to homosexual men. I dont think I am that wrong or off. Okay, fine, I know that its a little offensive to call someone that, but then by chance, while searching about St George's Day, I came across this really interesting dish among all the recipes that they described as quintessentially English dishes .

Its called Faggots with Onion Gravy....

Hmm...Its hard to keep a straight face.....

3 days more....

Still no water......
The taps ran dry.......
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is a cute little doggie that I ripped off Zhis's site...
tee hee.
Sorry mei,
Just take it that I need something cheery in my third world London that has no water supply.

Still no dammed Water....!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!!!

You told me you got it fixed, FIXED MY ASS!!!!!
A flushing toilet does not mean that the rest of the water is running STUPID!
What?
You wash your food and utensils in the toilet bowl?
You get your drinking water from the toilet bowl?
You scoop out toilet bowl water to shower?

WAKE UP your IDEA you fat cow, sitting on your fat ass, collecting rent from us amd ripping us off in the process. I dont pay freaking high a rent to live in some f* up attic without a water supply!

My poor taps were still not flowing by later morning. Apparently the landlord said that she checked downstairs and all was fine. duh.... Upstairs and downstairs abit the different lor.... River on mountain top dry does not mean that the flood plains are dry too right?

Anyways, it seems like a wonderful day out there. The heavy rains that hit over the easter weekend has managed to wash off quite a bit of pollution. Its such a waste that I dint bring in my camera to lab today.

I am sitting here typing away at my writeup and its all bright and sunny outside. Looking out of the window on my right, I can see the London eye, BT tower, Canary Wharf and the new water bottle shaped tower near completion in Aldgate. Suprising clarirty... Such as waste to spend the time here and without the camera....

Maybe its not ment for me to take photos of. Everytime I come in with the camera, it will be so polluted that you can see the orange haze, and when I cant bring my camera along, the sky is clear...

Tutor still not back from vacation. Maybe I can go home early today...

Sigh...

Grrr.....
Argh....
No water in the kitchen tap,
No water in the shower,
NO water in the toilet tap,
No water to flush the toilet with.

I thought I had left third world Whitechapel, but I guess the whole London is gradually being sucked down.
News on TV is so reassuring, Gun shoot out murder in Central London, Paddingdon Station will be down tomorrow, Transport warning here and there as they will not be working for tomorrow..... And they still claim that London is one of the safest city. Who are you kidding mate?

Hmm.. They complain China underreport, but then the seniors seem to report more cases to us (inside info) than the official UK media. Stupid ppl. Always only know how to complain about others but never look at themselves.... Last time kao peh about how Iraq paraded POW on telly, but they were the frist ones to parade Iraq POW on International telly frist man.....

They know how to critise others but never look at themselves.....

"Q: I've heard there are more suspected cases of SARS in England than are reported - can you confirm this?

A: There have been suspected cases of SARS in England in addition to the 'probable' cases reported officially. We are only reporting cases that are probable and therefore fit the case definition issued by the WHO. At this time of year in south-east Asia influenza activity is high and we would therefore expect a number of travellers to this area to be returning with flu-like symptoms, which are unrelated to the current outbreaks of SARS. However, each suspected case is evaluated carefully"

No wonder ppl always think that Singapore is somewhere in China, and some even thinking that it is some silicon valley province in China, because they always protray Singapore with their high tech stuff. Even a news service of BBC's standard can think that Singapore is beside Hong Kong....
Quote: "China, Hong Kong and neighbouring Singapore have taken drastic action to contain the Sars virus,"

Help Lah!
Its a 4.5 Hr Boeing 747 400 flight at over 800km/h trip from Hong Kong to Singapore....

I think they REALLY fail their Geog.
Singapore is NORTH of Thailand and Malaysia.....

Hmm, Ya, this blog’s been getting more and more gloomy. Anyways, it is almost coming to an end anyway. I don’t remember it starting too well. There were bits along the way that brought many a cheer and laugh. Guess there is less and less nice nice stuff to talk about as I get gradually sucked into the depths of London, struggling to survive in this place.

There are many things that I want to talk about, but sometimes its not appropriate to or by the time I settle down to write, I sort of loose inspiration or motivation and I ask myself what am I doing anyway.

We’ll see how things goes. Counting down.

Anyways, congrats to 2 of my friends that is getting married soon. Scholars, one engineer, one economist, fell in love in a wonderful campus in romantic Cambridge. I could go on and on about how lovely and wonderful it is but then I guess I’ll just leave them their privacy and smile foolishly to myself as I think about how sweet they were to each other.

Isnt he nice furry and cute??????
Awwww... Wished my hampsters last time were that nice too....
Mine were just plain lazy, place them on the wheel, they just sit there...

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Six more days....
And counting.......

Sorry for the lack of updates. Need some space and time to think about some things.

What is the Brits talking about? They are now commenting that SARS is not going to be worrying and its very safe and hard to catch, but yet they are locking up students returning from Hongkong. 2 faced freaks! =(

In times like this, sometime we need to have a good laugh at the situation of the day and move on ... enjoy!

WARNING If you are wearing those surgical masks... read on...
ONE DAY at TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL -
Center for Communicable Disease

This story was told by a nurse...and she swears this really happened on her ward.

A man suspected of SARs is lying in bed with an mask over his mouth.

A young auxiliary nurse appears to sponge his face and hands.

"Nurse," he mumbles from behind the mask, "Are my testicles black?"
Embarrassed the young nurse replies, "I don't know Mr ******, I'm only here to wash your face and hands."

He struggles again to ask, "Nurse, Are my testicles black?"

Again the nurse replies, "I can't tell. I'm only here to wash your face and hands."

The Head Nurse was passing and saw the man getting a little distraught so she marched over to inquire what was wrong.

"Nurse," he mumbled, "Are my testicles black?"

Being a nurse of long-standing, the Head Nurse was undaunted. She whipped back the bedclothes, pulled down his pyjama trousers, moved his
penis out of the way, had a right good look, pulled up the pyjamas, replaced the bedclothes and announced, "Nothing wrong with your
testicles!!!"

At this the man pulled off his mask and asked again, "I SAID!!!!!: Are my test results back???"

Three worded verses inspired by life in London......

Sky is Dark,
Moon is Bright.
No stars blinking,
In this night.

Air is heavy.
Panthing with might.
Have not missed,
My eleven flight.

On my chair,
Stiff with fear.
Some dodgy guys,
At my rear.

Some fella in egypt just tried to hack me..... Now got his IP 81.10.26.155, but then what?
Argh...
Anyway, at least 933 working tonight... Yeah!

Why 2-2? So sad...
What the rubbish the referee doing? Anyhow send off Cambell....
Xiao...
If only Seaman was around, the 2 goals that Man U supposedly scored would NEVER been let in.....
This just has to spoil my day......
=(

Have to do what londoners are famous about.... Grouching about the failure of the public transport system again.....

Left house at 1 to get to school. Bus did not come for 115 minutess, then all 3 buses came together. 15 min wait for buses, not that bad. Could have been worse.
Bus got to highgate station at 1.20pm, got off bus and went to station. Blocked at station entrance by tube staff. No northern lines running. Whole branch line down. No service from Archway all the way up the high barnet branch. Argh.... Had to run back up the hill to catch the bus to archway. Lucky bus driver nice. He stopped in the middle of the road were there was no bus stop to let us on, coz he could see so many of us running after his bus from the stairways up from the tube station.

Got to archway. Think tube still dodgy. Decided to take C11. C11 takes usually 5 to 7 minutes at night to get from school to archway. Most prob it will get to school much faster than trying my luck with a failled tube line. C11 took very long to come. Whole bus stop full of ppl were all waiting for the same bus. Ah. First time in my life get pushed away by old pensioner as he tried to cut quee. hmm quite an experience. Got on bus.

Bus driver was cranky. Complained that he cannot see my pass properly. Okay,. I Pushed the whole thing in fromt of his perspex shield and left it there. happy? Whatever. Squeezed into seat. Somehow, the local shuttle services have much smaller seats and leg room when compared to the major lines that run across london. Bues goes jerkingly. Machiam bus got parkinson one... jerk stop jerk stop one. Very hard to balance. My things falling all over the place.

Bus goes into small road. Jam at just before Parliment Hill Fields. Driver gets off seat. Tells us that he has no idea how long we will be stuck there...
sigh.....

Argh... Hot, stuffy and not getting anywhere........

Anyways, got to school at half 2.... Can you imagine it?
If I had a car, I can drive to school in 10 mins... but now 1.5 hrs to get to school on public transport...
Understand why I hate london's public transport now?

Anyways, eg,
here is the update on the tube lines as of now....
(taken from thetube.com)
Imagine the passengers stuck on the picidally line trying to get to the airport!!!!!

Service Disruption on the Piccadilly Line
The Piccadilly Line has no service between Northfields Station and Heathrow Terminals 123 Station in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 19:37 on 16/04/03.
This is due to a defective train at Osterley Station.

Service Disruption on the Central Line
The Central Line has normal services operating in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 19:27 on 16/04/03.
A limited service is operating on all branches calling at all intermediate stations. The replacement bus services continue to operate.

Service Disruption on the Northern Line
The Northern Line has severe delays in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 18:01 on 16/04/03.
This is due to earlier signalling problems at Archway Station.
A shuttle service is operating between Finchley Central and Mill Hill East.

Service Disruption on the District Line
The District Line has possible delays in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 15:09 on 16/04/03.
This is due to a security alert at Mile End Station.

Service Disruption on the Metropolitan Line
The Metropolitan Line has possible delays in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 14:56 on 16/04/03.
This is due to signalling problems.

Service Disruption on the Hammersmith & City Line
The Hammersmith & City Line has possible delays in both directions.
This will affect journeys from 14:51 on 16/04/03.
This is due to signal failure at Plaistow Station.

Old Prof says that I dont talk enough about him in my blog...
Okay, here you go......
He is scruffy, his temp supervisor is smelly, and they dont exactly get along too well. Prob coz old Prof is too smart for his temp supervisor and had managed to prove that all his temp supervisor had told him to do were all wrong and will never work.
What else do you want me to say about you?

Oui, and its not like you read my blog everyday. Just because my blog only list the last 7 day entires does not mean that I never talk about you. Its just that the archives dont work for some reason or the other. I do quote you whenever you make fun of Sarge and his allergy to his turban......

Happy now?

Tsu and her PC somehow inspored me with this piece of work. Well, there you go, my blog entry of the day... Want to PC it tsutsu or Zing or any you lit ppl? BTW, I nearly failled lit in Sce 2, but then again.. In the 2 FOCs.....I shall not comment liao....What has been has been. I am a Had been....

To go or not to go?
To ask or not to ask?
Why is there so many questions?
Where are the answers?

The sky is grey and bleak.
The sun is shining but barely.
The dakrenss of winter has faded...
But the light of spring is not here.

The day is fine but the nights are cold.
My time is up, but I cannot go.
Until the time has come to pass.
When the tubes will stop and i'll have to take the bus.

Argh!!!!!
"tears hairs out of head"
First the blots came out all black, then now after I wash them, they turn out all clear!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why why why?????

To go or not to go is the question.
Should I go to gym before I got to lab, or should I go to lab straight?
If I go to gym, it will be about 3 before I turn up at lab.
If I go to lab, I will be unable to go to gym later...
So how?

Unlikely to be any update today....
so this should be it. Am still in lab at the moment. maybe when I am sick of looking at my stuff, i will see if there is anything interesting to update, doubt there is...
Any ideas for a quick cure for disillusion?

Taken from Talkingcock.com:

Who is the Evil Tyrant Bent on World Domination?

Posted on Sunday, April 06, 2003
Topic: International NewsInternational News


Compare and see!

HIS COUNTRY HAS WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION!

- The US arsenal includes thousands of ballistic missiles with multiple nuclear warheads, tactical nukes, and practically every form of chemical and biological weapon ever invented.

- Iraq has chemical weapons, possibly some biological weapons, and may have started a program to develop nuclear weapons. But this has not been proven.

HIS COUNTRY HAS USED WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION ON INNOCENT CIVILIANS!

- The US, of course, dropped two nuclear bombs on Japan in WWII. It has also admitted subjecting black troops to syphilis to study its long-term effects.

- Iraq has used chemical weapons on Kurdish villages.

HIS COUNTRY INVADED ANOTHER COUNTRY WITHOUT PROVOCATION!

- The US has invaded Grenada, Panama, Somalia, Afghanistan and now, Iraq.

- Iraq invaded Kuwait in 1991

HE HAS STARTED A WAR AND DEFIED HIS PEERS!

- The US went to war with Iraq without UN sanction.

- Iraq invaded Kuwait, bringing condemnation from the Arab League.

HE IS WILLING TO COURT ENVIRONMENTAL DISASTER ALL BECAUSE OF OIL!

- George W Bush wants to drill for oil in Alaska and in the Gulf of Mexico

- Saddam Hussein destroyed Kuwaiti oil rigs and has threatened to burn Iraq's oil wells

HE IS A RELIGIOUS FANATIC.

- George W Bush believes he is serving God's will by waging war on Islamic infidels.

- Saddam Hussein believes he is following the will of Allah by resisting the American infidels.

HE WAS NEVER ELECTED BY A DEMOCRATIC PROCESS!

- George W Bush did not secure the majority of votes cast in the 2000 Presidential election, but won through the electoral college process, aided by a dubious victory, after a recount, in Florida

- Saddam Hussein took power in a military coup.

HIS COUNTRY HAS INTIMIDATED AND HELD PRISONERS WITHOUT TRIAL!

- The US has incarcerated hundreds of terrorist suspects in Guantanamo Bay and other suspects in the US itself are being held without trial.

- Saddan Hussein has imprisoned and tortured thousands of his own citizens.

HE BELIEVES IN EXECUTING LAWBREAKERS!

- During his term as Governor, Texas executed more people than any other state.

- Saddam Hussein uses death squads to execute criminals and dissidents.

HE HAS UNASHAMEDLY USED FAMILY CONNECTIONS IN POLITICS!

- His father was a former President and his brother is the Governor of Florida.

- His son would have been the next President of Iraq, and his other relatives held important positions in the regime.

HIS CHILDREN ARE OUT OF CONTROL!

- George W Bush's daughters have both been arrested for alcohol-related misdemeanours.

- Saddam's son Uday is believed to be a certified homicidal maniac.

HIS COUNTRY'S ECONOMY IS IN RUINS!

- Unscrupulous CEOs, corrupt corporations and investment banks, the high cost of a war in the Middle East, along with an ill-advised domestic tax-cut, will probably bring the US economy to its knees.

- Over a decade of UN sanctions have brought the Iraqi economy to its knees.

So what is the difference between the two men, and, more important, who is the evil one?

This is a tough one, but American patriots have come up with a brilliant answer. George W Bush is clean-shaven while Saddam Hussein has a moustache. Hitler, as is well-known, had a moustache too. In fact his moustache was smaller than Saddam's! Hitler was evil. Therefore Saddam Hussein must be the bad guy!

Thank you America for making the world safe for democracy!

What the hell is the dammed warmonger up to now? Two unfinished wars not enough? Still want more? What the rubbish? Going about smashing up other ppl country so that their compaines can go in and make millions out of "rebuilding" to fuel the US economy? Where is the login here too? I'll go and attack you unprovoked, and then when I win, you must pay me back for attacking you. Allo? Earth to nitwit.. Earth to nitwit.... Maybe they were honest that the war was not about oil, its about money.... money that they will make from "rebuilding" what they destroyed, money that they will get as compensation for the cost of war from a goverment that THEY themselves have installed, and oh ya, about staying in power...... as there are no elections when the country is at war, and the nitwit's term is almost up.......

There was this tiger who woke up one morning and just felt great. He felt so good, he went out and cornered a small monkey and roared at him, 'Who is the mightiest of all the jungle animals!?!' And this poor quaking little monkey replied, 'You are of course, no one is mightier than you.'

A little while later, this tiger confronts a deer and just bellows out, 'Who is the greatest and strongest of all the jungle animals!?!!' The deer is shaking so hard it can barely speak, but manages to stammer, 'Oh great tiger, you are by far the mightiest animal in the jungle.'

The tiger, being on a roll, swaggered up to an elephant that was quietly munching on some weeds and roared at the top of his voice, 'Who is the
mightiest of all the animals in the jungle!?' Well, this elephant grabs the tiger with his trunk, picks him up, slams him down, picks him up again,
and shakes him until the tiger is just a blur of orange and black, and finally throws him violently into a nearby tree.

The tiger staggers to his feet and looks at the elephant and says,'Man, just because you don't know the answer, you don't have to
get so pissed!'

Some stuff on me.... Dont know true or not...

Anyways, finally I get home before 10 pm!!! Yeah!!!!!
Sighs...
I am not me anymore. Even the ppl at the lab notice it. Everyone is asking me why I seem so out of sorts and not myslef. My tutor is also rather worried. Apparently she let me blast kiss100 in the lab without complaining...

Ali G in da USA is on TV at the moment. He is trying to be american cop. Its so funny...
This is how he reports one black man and one white man on the run over the radio....
Ali G: "Yo, one homie, one honkie!"
Police officer interrupts him by this point.... ha ha ha....

Now he is acting as Borat...
Borat (to dating company): "In america, finding woman is different, you dont go up to her father house with 3 gallon of insectide.....I want her to be blond, blah blah blah and to have no history of mental retardation in the family, have ploughing history and to have virgin as tight as a man anals."

Its so amazing that the people that he interview in US is so nice. Maybe its just because they are on telly...
ha ha ha...

He is on the speed dating thing now. I am just waiting for the gals to slap him!!!!

Anyways, here it the horoscope that someone sent to me..

October 23 - November 22

for Men
Personality: People get a great first impression from you. You look honest and trustworthy but at times you look so serious that people find it difficult to approach you. When things trouble you, they get bottled up right inside you. You'd rather deal with them on your own than to confide to others.

Love Tendency: It takes you a long time before you decide that you would like to go out with a particular person. You are very careful and that's why you will have only few serious relationships. The honest person you are, you will break it off with a partner if you realize you haven no affection for her.

Life: You love to pay attention to details, so everything you start has to stop with a hundred percent satisfaction. Your social skills are lacking. Therefore, a working place where much interaction is much needed isn't suitable for you.

Crappiest of the crappy day today. First I had to go get some documents from a gal because one of my very close friends was cheated out of £700 by selling her a forged ticket. Apparently, looking from the documents, there is almost no way of getting the money back. We thought the fraudster is Malaysian as he have that address before but apparently, he is holding a Nigerian passport and has ran off to Ireland. Dammit. If I cannot get the money back, I am at least going to try to make his life hell to the best of my abilities.

After that, had to rush back to go to swint’s party. That turned out to be a HUGE flop too. Its an incredibly long and stupid story but I just had to tell it.

If you had been following my blog, you will know that I used to hang out a lot with Swint, Sarge, old Prof and F. Simple story. The loser by the name of Jeremy ( I don’t care, so what if I use his real name) decided that he wanted to chase Swint. I mean by all means go on, no one says that you cannot chase her right?

Anyways, he got rejected and then he complained that Swint and I were spending a lot of time together. And he had the audacity to tell Swint that I was his rival in love and therefore his enemy. Apparently he has been telling a lot of ppl that. I was just a little irritated at his childishness and immaturity at the age of 23 or 24. I mean, come on, so old already, still go around telling the gal that HAD REJECTED you that her close friend was your rival in love, despite her reassuring you time after time that there was nothing between the both of them.

Today Swint and her lovely housemate decided to host a small party for us to get together as we were all spread out in different labs already. I don’t know how he managed to worm his way in with his housemate. I dint want to go from the moment that I heard that he as going. Too bad I was forced to go or Swint would have been very upset with me, and also that I promised her that I will go to get her printer fixed.

Stupid Loser managed to make my whole night very miserable. Had to pick on me all the time and then leave insults in every sentence to me. His housemate had to follow in suit. All I did was to try to be civil towards the both of them to give Swint some face by being nice to them. What the hell did I do to deserve for you to treat me like this man. Come on, Grow up, if the gal don’t like you, she don’t like you. Trying to scare her that her close guy friends (Sarge and me) are after her wont help at all. What, you hoping that she will really believe you that we are after her too so that she will avoid us and then you have a better chance? How low can your EQ get? Slagging them off in an attempt to make your pathetic self look good wont help either. You only look more and more like the huge pathetic loser that you really are.

I really pray that you develop some form of maturity before you graduate as a Doctor. If not, God save your patients!

Check this out!!! I wonder how many times did they try before they got the thing to work properly......

Many things has gone through my mind in the past few days. Wanted very much to blog them down but then the problem is that by the time I get home, which is about 11pm at night for the past few days, I am just too tired out to bother to blog them down. These inspirations and thoughts usually come to me when I am idling in the not too functional third world transport system of this sad sad city.

Wanted to leave a really entry about the ppl that I caught up with in CA, and the things that I had learn from them and the long long deep deep thoughts and reflections that I had on the plane flight back to London. Yes, I could not sleep in the plane. It was not too comfortable and my head was tumbling with too much ideas and thoughts inside. Anyways, a huge thanks to F and PY. Don’t think I can have the energy to give a proper thanks in a blog entry…

The fairytale dream has ended. I am back to the hell hole called London. I hate London. An example of how much shit London is filled with:

(Incident this evening at 6 something in the Hospital corridor between me and 2 black men)

Shits: ( just finished eating KFC in the corridor)

Shit 1: (got up) (to shit 2) Hey man look at the mess! Look what you did!

Shit 2: (to shit 1)Hey man, its your mess

Me: (gives up one them and walks towards door)

Shit 1: Hey, clean up the mess (Me thought he was talking to shit 2)

Shit 2: Hey boy clean up me the mess! (to me apparently, but I just ignored them)

Shit 1: Hey Chinese mate, clean up the mess!

Me: (pissed off already) Ask the cleaner, not me!

Shit 1: Hey Chinese mate, go clean up the mess, Bruce lee, go clean up

Me: ( DL already, if they were my size, I would have started a fight but then how one small Chinese kid fight 2 pea brained brutes) Clean up your own mess. This is a hospital, not a dump that you live in!

Shits : mumbles to each other

Me: (scared that they were going to smash me up, looking about to see if there were any hospital CCTV and heading towards the hospital internal phone to page for security. Apparently they don’t come towards me so I decided to leave the hospital quickly before they recognised me)

I hate London and how can these lower life forms expect to be treated decently in the Hospital when all they do is to mess them up. Wish that there was some anti-littering law that will fine them and prosecute them with some huge fine to pay for the cleaners……Poor cleaners, they clean up the place 3 times a day after these shits….

3-0 to Real now....... Keeping fingere crossed that Man U will be worn out trying to recover.. then Arsenal can take the trpohy for the league.....

Okay, I also finally changed the links for the ppl that have been moving sites.. They should all work now...=)

Still in school at the moment. Had a really nice and extravagant dinner courtesy of my tutor… hee hee. Now super full. Still have work to do though. Will try to update when I get home.

20 mins to presentation. Stuff still not set up properly yet.. Getting more and more stressed at the moment. Silly computing disabled my internet access from my laptop. Now have to log on to school computers before I can get online. Maybe we have been running too much streaming live feeds from BBC about the war in the lab and jammed up their network resources... tee hee... Anyone got any suggestions on how to log onto a network? I just need the internet and dont need my home drive. And to you, you know who you are, a HUGE thank you...... and to the other one, cheer up. I called you this morning and then woke your mum up. So sorry... Anyways, will try to call you again if I get off early today. =)

I am back! Okay, will update later..... Tired now.